Young and hopeless

-OMG-

2005-07-10T23:35:00.000-07:00

-OMG-

I wish i could do the EXACT same thing as that guy's doin'. Studying is B-O-R-I-N-G BORING! right?

DAMNIT! my com cannot upload the song Perfect. SHIT! that song DAMN AWESOME LEH! Anyway....GOOD CHARLOTTE'S IN TOWN!!!!! *gasp* Damn...hope i can go leh. Me, zax and naz are liKE AHHHHHHHHHH when our fren gave naz a wristband....not any odinary wristband...GOOD CHARLOTTE WRISTBAND!!!! That ttoally changes everything.

Anyway...for those who watch TRL, Simple Plan is no longer number 1 so...to vote for them... Click HERE to vote. PLS VOTE FOR SIMPLE PLAN! ok? You can vote more then once if you like. If Simple Plan Untitled hit Number 1 on TRL...you'll be the one i'm going to thanks first.

Today 5-8 pm...GOOD CHARLOTTE IS GOING ON AIR! OMG! i'm so going to catch it! Damn..you know what? i think i'm going GC cRAZY soon. Its like i'm going crazy over them! wait....i am crazy over them!

Oh yeah..remember i asked you to vote for Simpple Plan? If you can..pls vote for Good Charlotte We Believe also k? If they actually get back onto TRL...i will definitely thanks you a million times! That video really ROCKS! you know what? i think i'm going to chagne the URL of this blog...it suck...maybe young-and-hopeless should do the trick.

Gues taht's all..i've got nothing to say today....oh yeah and to all who HATES parents....this is definitely the blog for you...lol.. i think i'm like hosting a show or something.

Whatever.

PEACE!
Bibiana

-The PAIN-

2005-07-09T21:37:00.000-07:00

-The PAIN-

That pic ROCKS! ok..i've added the song...I'm just a kid by Simple Plan. Probably i'll change it in a few weeks or something...as soon as i find the song Jaded(these years) by mest. Or maybe i'll just make one myself....lol. that sucks...but i'll try and make it. its so simple anyway...but troublesome leh...fine this find that....make me go crazy one.

I wanted to put All that i've got by The Used but its not the full version..so i pass. Actually i wanted to put this pic...wait...dont go..yet

And this...

And this...

And this...
That's really cute huh? and this....

And this...

And this...
That totally explains my life...and this...

And this...

Haha..that's from the comic...And this...

And this...

and this...

Haha...and this...

Dont listen to a word that pic said...

Oh yeah...that explains it all!

oh yeah...

:)...

Loneliness is...ok..

THAT IS SOOOOO TRUE! I'll tell you later:)

Let me put all the icons in one row...better lah

So..about that pic...that one that i said,"THAT IS SOOOO TRUE!" one...there was one time...i was so DAMN upset..i forgotten why, you know its not true..just dont wanna tell you. I actually criied myself to sleep. Lucky the door was close or it'll be like...embarrassing or something. LAter father scold me for crying.

Issit a crime to cry?

I dont think so...Its natural for someone to cry. Since the first week in my brand new class, it was like...EEK! no friends...new teacher who gives so much homework. That week was full of STRESS! even now...i still cry becos of that. and do you know how much pain it is?

Its horrible..that's all. 2 words...ITS HORRIBLE!

If you haven't notice..all the pics/icons that i put in this blog are all the miserable pics. I'm miserable..that's all i've got to say. Miserable. All i've got left is my sorrows and pain. That's the reason why i dont smile at home..home is where all my pain lies. While in school...

...I dunno..sometimes good sometimes bad.

Okay...guess i'm done.

Peace
Bibiana

-Open House-

2005-07-09T01:59:00.000-07:00

-Open House-

*gasp* BILLY! that pic is so hot!!! I like his purple hairstyle more..that is really what i call hot. Actually i wanted to put this pic..its really nice. Feat Pierre Bouvier from SP. Let me show ya!

ITS SO CUTE!!!!

Anywayz...i put it so..yeah. Today is the day my school have the open house! Not that i'm cxcited or anything...just trying to picture the misery for today..wait...the open house is already over! Heh heh. I had this dream a few nights ago...quite weird...hopefully it'll come true..but i know it will never come true...you know what? Nazurah ALSO had the same dream as me! Weird huh?

Here goes.....

I dreamt that Simple Plan AND Good Charlotte came to our open house!!!

I didn't know what happened after that cos my grandmother woke me up..time for school. hehe heh. Hopefully i'll have the same dream again...hopefully it'll have a ending after that...OH YEAH! and forgot something...i was their(SP&GC) tour guide! It was AWESOME!!!

Actually i also wanted to put this pic...hold on k?

And this....

and this...

Never mind...i put them already! =D Heheh....Now listening to Jaded(these years) by MEST!!!! Damn..this song totally ROCKX! uh...wait..think i'll put the lyrics here...weird...i dunno why i want to anyway...but who cares? the longer the post..the better it is...i think!

Jaded(these years)

There's a time and place, for everything.
There's a reason why, certain people meet.
There's a destination, for everyone.
What's the explanation, when we're done?

All the summer nights spent wondering;
So many questions asked, but no one's answering.
Would it be okay if I left today?
Took my chances on what you said was wrong

I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret.
These years spent, so faded and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years.
I'll never regret these years.

Now here i sit, so far away.
Remembering all our memories.
It's times like these that I miss you most,
Remembering when we were so close.

I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless.
Not sorry, we'll never regret.
These years spent, so faded and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years.

We'll never forget the places we've been, you and i.
Our lives are slipping away.
Don't want to let time pass us by, by...

I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret.
These years....
...spent, so faded and wreckless,
Not sorry, and I'll never regret...
I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years

You know...you MUST get one of their CDs....they so rock. I gonna get one too! soon lah. hehe....Anywayz..today...i NEVER do duty..not that i dont want to do them...just that NO ONE...not even one wanted to go for a tour so i just like walk walk here and there. i bought 2 bookmarks form Mrs Tan. She so damn kind...i give her $1 and she gimme 2 bookmarks...AWESOME!

Before going for duty...Woo Jie from 5 Ametyst(correct?) asked me to go to their store and play games..NOW! so i said,"ok...later then go ok?" I promised him of course...but i kinda forgot about it later..then when i passed him AGAIN...he grabbed my hand and say,"BIBIANA! you never promise me leh! you said you later go to our store one then you never go!!!!"

Then i was like, trying to get his hands off me,"okokokok! i go ok?"

Then he was like, "I BRING YOU! LATER YOU NEVER GO TO OUR STORE ONE!" So i had no choice but to go with his hands on me!! We passed by Miss yong( form teacher of 5Ametyst) and Woo jie was like,"MISS YONG! I FOUND BIBIANA!!!"

And i was thinking,"damnit lah!" He pulled me all the way to their store and saw some of my ex-classmates. Woo jie was like," RAYNON! 我找到Bibiana liao!"

Embarrassing? Ok lah..if you ask me.

So i had no choice but to play the dumb game(their game is not really dumb..but still..all of the games are dumb.) infront of them! Its kinda like bowling..too bad i didnt hit any one of the bottles. "ok..never mind...i didnt wanted to win anything anyway" i thought. Then Patsy called after me and gave me one piece of paper....it wrote: FREE ICE CREAM! ONE SCOOP!

Cool?

Whatever...I didnt eat any ice cream that time..i saved that dumb coupon for my sis...she was quite glad actually. But then mom came after that and said," use up all of the coupon lah!"

I had NO OTHER CHOICE but to eat ice cream. *sigh* never mind...my life is ALWAYS jaded. Speaking of jaded...let me show you some of my fave pics about jaded stuff..thingies...stuff lah..

Too bad...only 2. thats all i could find....anywayz...i think i typed too much today. Guess that's all.

Peace!
Bibiana

-Whatever-

2005-07-08T00:55:00.000-07:00

-Whatever-

Hey dudes. I know i haven't been posting much but..here goes.

I called 98.7 fm on Wednesday.

Someone: AHHHHH!

OMG! you are wicked. Its just a call! but who cares... AHHHHH! I talked to Grace Chua and she's totally cool! i think....haha.

I requested for Perfect by Simple Plan. Dedicated to Mrs Seah, Zanne, Naz, everyone who knows me and Grace! I was like freakin' out when i heard ring ring!

Until she said,"hello, this is Grace Chua from 98.7!" Then i was like,"uh...hi?"

That was definitely cool! Know what? i think i'll call again...not today of course..too soon! Maybe like a month later or soemthing. Damn...i miss Carrie on 98.7 leh. I prefer her. She's so much better.

Dunno why..i just like her more.

funny huh?

Guess thats all..nononono...that is NOT all. My mom don't let me go GC(Good Charlotte) concert. *cries* Damn her lah. *sigh* So sad...so many things happened these few days. Mrs Seah leaving school, cannot go GC concert, damned by Ranelle(i think, she doesn't treat me like a friend), cannot go GC concert( i think that's the worst thing that had actually happened), Grandfather in ICU...again, erm...Mrs Seah leaving school..that's one of the worst..., Miss Ang taking our music lessons...ok..wait...THAT IS DEFINITELY THE WORST!!!

ok...bye! i think i write/type too much liao!

peace!
Bibiana

::Youth Day::

2005-07-03T21:03:00.000-07:00

::Youth Day::

Today's Youth Day! No school, no homework, no stress...well, at least i hope there's no stress today.

So this morning...actually it is morning right now. I went online...and i am online right now. JACKIE'S ONLINE! ok...let me introduce her to you. She is my friend. Duh. I met her in Neopets when i'm in america. She's nice, cool, emo..well, that's what she said!

She's cool and all...we're really quite alike..except...

She's a vegetarian.*gasps*

Actually, i dont mind her being a vegetarian. nope...not a bit. but she can get really creepy sometimes with her vegetarianess!(i hope taht's a word,yeah i know i spelled that wrongly)

Yesterday night i was watching Artificial Intelligence alone...so at the ending..*sniff* it was so touching...*sniff* and*sniff*...and*sniff*

Someone: GET ON WITH IT ALREADY!!!

Okay! I...I...I cried!!!

Someone: *gasp* I thought you were the kind of whatever kind of person!

Yeah. That's what my mom said when i told her that i cried during the movie. So that proves that she doesn't know me very well. honestly, even some songs can make me cry! Parents. They think they know their children..but they dont know what they're really doing.

Actually, i'm quite the sensative type. Also the very "duh" type. Hey! I think i got split personalities! Cool!

AARG! This day sucks! No homework...no nothing. so sian. *yawn* anybody got something to do? Shit...i just remembered...i still got the dumb project. i havent even started on it.

But i dont feel like doing it. no mood lah.

Okay...guess that's all.

Peace
Bibiana

::Damn tuition::

2005-07-03T02:41:00.000-07:00

::Damn tuition::

So obviously you guys know what this topic is all about. its not the teacher or anything...honestly....its the girls.

I dunno why but it seems like when i wanna be friends with girls....EVERYthing is wrong. Waaa...tell you ar...don't tell anyone...especially the other four girls in the class. i'm sure one of them already know this blog but i know she will forget about it so...i'm free to say this to you guys.

The girls...and also the boys...are really erm...for the girls only k? are really girly. I try to be friends with them but i think i cant do it. they are not exactly my type. Let me tell you what they did exactly that made me doubt our friendship...well, actually we had no friendship. lol.

You know when you're in a classroom, you always sit with someone beside you, around you or sometimes in a group of 4/5/6 whatever. this class...one table 4 people. because there's 5 girls, including me..duh...the girls insisted taht i sit alone. so you could actually feel the loneliness right now.

Bad, right?

so i felt left out and all...bad stuff...duh. but also really glad that i dont have to seat with those girls. You never know what they'll do! you wont believe what they did to my books! they actually put dots here and there and everywhere!

So now...I'm glad. but quite left out. but let's face the bright side...at least my book is saved now...right? i hope anyway.

better thing is...they won't spread their girliness(is that even a word?) to me! haha. and the other thing aobut tuition is the Boys. what every girl(at least i think every girl) hates...when they're in primary school. when they're in sec school...maybe you know..the thingy might probably occur.

Actually i think the boys in my tuition class got a fear of girls. When i sitting at this table alone, the boys never, ever want to sit somewhere hear us(the girls).

And i thought the guys are the brave one. We're only girls! We're not like some kind of monsters right? stupid boys...they suck!

Okay...you know what? i think i've been typing alot lately. especially on my bloggy. so i think i'll stop here. But another news...i'll be putting some icons like the one above. Just for fun...lol!

Before you go...check out this site. J-14

Peace
Bibiana

-Stuff-

2005-07-02T00:48:00.000-07:00

-Stuff-

If you did go to my other blog...well, if you didn't click HERE to see it. You might already know that Mrs Seah, my ex-teacher in Primary 3 and also my music teacher this year...IS LEAVING LIANHUA!!!!!
So if you didn't go to my other blog...you dont have to go there anymore cos its here already! Heheh. So anyway...Mrs Seah just emailed me a few days ago and said that she's leaving. So she might not come back. *sob* The bad news is..even is she come back...she might not be teaching us any longer cos we might already be in Secondry school. I'm gonna miss LPS!

Another bad news is that my new music teacher is none other then Miss Ang. A ugly teacher with a weird mouth...cos when she talk..her mouth is like 歪歪 one. I not sure if you know those chinese characters. I dunno how to explain in english. Damn. but anyway...when she talk..her mouth goes awkward like that. Funny eh?

Hopefully she'll calm down after a few lessons. Hopefully i won't have to like her. I dont feel like liking her...if you know what i mean. Hopefully I'll get to see mrs seah again. Hopefully I can pass my exams. Hopefully-,

Heck...too many hopefully. lol.

So this weekend...there'll be no homework! WHEEEEE! NO HOMEWORK! At first i thought maybe miss toh would give alot of homework..instead she gave us nothing. :) Good right?

So these are the things i'll be doing this weekend...nothing much...believe me.

Things i'll be doing:
Listening to some music
Reading mags
Editing my blog
~~homework~~
Thinking
Eating
playing computer
playing Xbox
dealing with the annoying boys in tuition
trying to get rid of my deppressing

So what did i say? nothing much right? ?i guess i'll stop here.

Peace
Bibiana